Thursday, August 11, 2005
today..
我的眼泪被隐形眼镜紧紧的锁住了。没人知道我有多么的难过。在我光鲜亮丽的外表下，我也有一颗悴弱的心。我须要的不是人们的安慰和同情，只是他们的体谅。这有很过份吗? 我常跟自说：“不要轻言放弃，否折对不起自己！” 呈今也有人说：“塞翁失马，焉知非福。” 我行的，加油！！=P
the cute princess smiled at 9:25 PM
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
hey....
Hey.. i noe it's been a long time.. but u noe i'm a top slacker... got nadia to add in tis song for me.. coz i like the cute voice...but onnce again .. the song quite match me actually.. lonely.. hahah... the thought came across my mind last fri.. coz i was upset.. but i din wan to turn to my mum... i wanted to tell someone how i felt.. but i tink everyone is busy wit their new life.. i dunnoe.. at time i feel lost.. i dunnoe if i'm doin the correct thing by takin physio.. i noe it always had been my dream.. but reality and dream is always way apart.. isn't it? i got to a new sch got to noe new frenz... but they arent my pals in jc... where we always study together play together.. i dunnoe... it' so competitive there.. and somehow u got to be quite independent... coz i tink not everyone is bein extreme sincere........haha. maybe it's juz me.. the spoilt brat.. that's wat zhi fen says...bein wilful.....bein opinionated.....but somehow i manage to survive in jc... i feel slack and not motivated.. and exams are 2 wks away and i got screw up grades...someone tell me wat to do.... i need the discipline.......... i tink i got split personality pple dunnoe me tinks i'm always cheerful but at times.. i feel sad.. but i juz din show it out and dunnoe how to... the thing is in me to always to be positive and happy.. mzybe too positive... so quite pei fu those who can show their moods..... haiz..... the nite is still young...
went to a camp recently... saw a guy that resembles someone i noe... i often wonder wat will happen to us if we realli got together...... will we still be together nw.? anyway he carried on wit his life and i tink he's doin pretty well....... abit miz him... those were the days when we were still young... =0P........ it's time to move on gal...... no pt lookin back... tis is so cancerian... maybe it's time to look out for guys... haha... try wat's like to get seriously attached.. and find a shoulder to lie on........ okie.. i tink it's alot of crappin done... gtg... cya..
Ps: Gals realli miz u all.... hope to see u all soon...
the cute princess smiled at 1:51 AM
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