Wednesday, November 09, 2005
It's a long long time....
yeah.. i noe.. it's been a long long time again... many many things had happened.. i survived one sem of PT.. though my result is not gd and prob the last in class.. family, frens,lovers... wat are they? i dun have lover so nutting to comment on.. family is the most impt thing to me.. frens? that's a good question... somehow.. i tink i'm a loner at heart.. hahah.. surprise? .. nah.. i may seem to have alot of frens.. but only a few come to noe the true aggie.. hahah... at tis pt.. i'm realli confused.. i dunnoe who to believe.. wat to believe.. wat to not believe.. my body mechanism does not have filtering function..i like to be true to pple.. but somehow some dun... it's tiring dealing wit this type of pple... i'm tired..realli tired.. there's a bell in me that keeps ringing " grow up"!!! are u real? can i give u my 100% trust? let's juz leave things hanging tis way...
when i tired, i tried to find something to lean on.. but there;s none.. i juz wan to find someone that's support me in my actions... in my games... none.. my frenzs doesnt understand the game of touch... neither do i tink they wan to hear me blabbering abt my off standard playin these days.. no stamina.. bad hands.. crabbing... i tot of quiting coz my legs are givin me probs but i'm not a loser... i'm not one that accept failure readily.. but i need some energy boost.. something that uptill nw i still cant find.. sad.. hahah.... rite nw wat i can do is to rely on my own.. i juz wonder i can take it till when? a balloon can take in alot of air but it will still burst... where is the ONe? when will u cum?....................maybe i need to find the ans on my own...
the cute princess smiled at 1:45 AM
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